nowhere feels like home
go to iceland to work on an organic farm
smoke only menthols (one at a time) alone in the morning when no one else is out
go into the woods and stand on one foot
sit on hardwood floors with an unnaturally straightened back
eat food in silence
listen only to cassettes in the car with no heat on
piss outside naked without touching
read in places you've never been before
sleep without a pillow