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current music: mogwai - helicon 1
mood: existential


because i have nothing else to post

100. i love butter nut crunch ice cream... or whatever it's called
99. i giggle at the number '69'.
98. i am very ocd when it comes to certain things.
97. if it's cold it should snow. otherwise it should be warm all the time
96. i hate george bush. both of the bastards.
95. my kitten can give kisses
94. i say wicked way too much.
93. i once paid for $15 worth of things from brooks in all change
92. hockey is the only reason i will walk outside in 0 degrees in a foot and a half of powder.
91. i love skating and playing hockey. a lot.
90. i am a diehard red sox fan.
89. i want to be one of the commentators on vh1 'i love the '00's' when it comes out in ten years.
88. i have absolutely no idea about any part of my future. career, college,wedding, anything.
87. i love road trips. [jesse sez: never been on one]
86. you can still see the tan line on my wrist from my watch over the summer
85. i hate valentines day. even when i've had someone to share it with i've always hated it [no opinion]
84. i love the cold side of the pillow.
83. i have an obsession with always being online.
82. i like silence at times.
81. i am the world's biggest procrastinator.
80. i love dance dance revolution
79. anna nicole smith makes me sick.
78. as much as i love orlando, i could never sit through 'lord of the rings' just to see him.
77. i love chinese and mexican food.
76. i own hanson, *nsync, and backsteet boys cds.
75. i listen to music a lot
74. if you ask me the band that i'm listening to 1/2 the time i wont be able to tell you
73. i usaully listen to all of my music just played on random
72. finding nemo is cooler than you. and me. but you too.
71. a cinderella story was the best movie ever.
70. babysitting is fun.
69. i could kick your ass.
68. i'm not embarassed that i still listen to *nsync and britney spears.
67. i love cheesecake. and cookie dough.
66. i still play dress-up and make-believe.
65. i can bench press 180 pretty easily.
64. i seem to have writer's block all the time.
63. i love my bellybutton
62. my short term memory is horrid
61. i know more about other peoples lives than i know about mine.
60. i am incredibly irritable. not incredibly
59. the goonies is the all time best movie
58. when my computer is broken i dont know what to do
57. coldstone, herrell's and ben & jerry's are the most incredible forms of ice cream ever. i'm boycotting coldstone, but i'll assume it's jsut as good
56. i love to travel.
55. i love the beach.
54. i love to sing but i have a horrible voice
53. i want to be missed and needed by someone.
52. i used to kiss a stick before all my soccer games
51. i want to be desired by someone i desire. but they don't know
50. my kitten's favorite toy is a cat nip george bush doll. my kitten always wins when they wrestle.
49. i'm 5'1 but i say 5'2 most the time
48. sometimes i find myself wondering how things would be if i weren't around
47. i don't actually hate snow.
46. i do, however, hate winter and the cold.
45. i love almost all candies that start with s.
46. my best friend's name is Julie
45. i once swam in water that we had to cut through ice to get to
44. i hate when people use big words all the time
43. this is the first time in a logn time taht i can remember that i haven't been on any prescription meds for weeks
42. i can't remember the last time i went an entire day being happy
41. if i had to lose any major limb i think i'd want to lose a leg
40. my mood swings could knock over everest.
39. i am incredibly emotional - but no one really knows cuz i'm good at hiding it
38. i have huge issues with trust
37. i love giving gifts and i can rarely wait for when i'm supposed to give it to them.
36. i cannot stand it when people dislike me whether i dislike them or not.
35. the internet has gotten me into mountains of trouble in the past. well... not mountains.
34. i love to wake up at five am and go swimming but i never do.
33. pigs are my favorite animals in the world
32. i love barq's rootbeer
31. i dont like brussle sprouts
30. i don't eat veggies much either.
29. i love pigs, but i also love to eat them...
28. i love to blow bubbles
27. i'm either brutally honest or i completely sugarcoat something.
26. i'm always at an extreme. there's no middle for me.
25. living next to school is amazing
24. it sucks sometiems too
23. i never use my cds, even though i have over 120.
22. i hate bookstores because i could spend days in there and not buy anything.
21. i love photography
20. i love boys
19. i have trust issues
18. but the few i do trust i would trust with my life
17. i can fend for myself quite well, but i am very dependent on my friends.
16. my mountain bike is my sanctuary
15. i can do the crip walk
14. i am a virgin.
13. i've smoked before
12. i am in love with love.
11. i hate being alone.
10. i love being alone [sometimes]
09. as much as i say this past year has sucked, it wasn't as bad as i keep saying it was.
08. a day doesn't go by that i dont' think of JJ and Matt and wish they were still here [?]
07. i've never had a crush on a teacher.
06. i've always said i wouldnt do drugs cuz how much they ruined my sister's life
05. i could not go a day without music.
04. i've done drugs before. and i've drank alcohol
03. i'm in love with someone who is in love with me. but we can't be together.
02. i'm the most cynical optimest you will ever meet
01. deep down, i am one of the cockiest people i know.

I'm all alone tonight.

I feel like I should be naked, or doing something naughty, or both.

but I don't have anything naughty to do.

sigh.  ¶ 2/12/2005 07:21:00 PM