another year in this meaningless existance. conformists.

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current song: "Say Yes" Elliott Smith

mood: tired/drugged/sedated/depressed/fatigued

Happy 2005. I mean 2004. Sorry i cant really type rght now, ive been around (and, inevitably, inhaled) more drugs that i knew existed and there was so much alcyhol on the streets that I think I just might've ingested some.

New years resolutionos:

1. Eating Habits and Health
-eat vegan when possible
-don't drink un-organic milk
-buy organic products and health food when possible
-Stop eating stupid junk crap
-try to do exercises like situps and crap like that because i'm really fat
- meditate
- do yoga

2. Fighting back against idiot pop-culture
-don't, under any circumstances, watch mtv
-be open to new music
-read the books you actually want to read
-see the movies you actually want to see and don't see stupid crap

3. Personality
-don't procrastinate
-actually study for tests
-write more legibly
-write political essays when i feel like it (not forced or put off)
-admit you don't know anything
-impress people w/ your knowledge
-don't be afraid to say what you really think

4. don't be such a conformist
-cry way too much
-eat alone and mope in your loneliness
-don't fall victim to cliques
-buy from thrift stores when possible
-never go to a dance. ever. again. (except if chris comes, because he's so awesome, but not stefan because he sucks)

5. Other crap
-write in blog everyday
-poetry/songs in journal, and than copy it to internet/blog and share with uber emo friends
-practice guitar
-master those piano songs i've always wanted to
-work on... well you know

etc.

Stefan's here. Again. Please send help.

Just kidding, i love ya. winkity wink.

happy fucking new year

  ¶ 1/01/2004 12:31:00 AM